Crying doesn't help . . . nothing seems to . . . and . . . I am left feeling that I failed Glitch . . . that I didn't give enough, worse the tiny speck of light I am holding onto seems fragile and I fear losing it. That makes me want to hold onto it tighter rather than let it go. Why let go something so beautiful so unique, I can see the game is gone but the ache in my soul . . . it just hurts so much
Fae, you gave so much! You gave fun and pleasure to all of us with your creations and imagination. You made Glitch as much as it could be, and I really appreciated that, as did many others. Keep holding the speck of light, maybe if we all keep holding it there will be a miracle! Sharing the hurt with you. :(
Rough day today . . . I am so not ready to leave Ur behind, I don't know how, all I know is tonight I am not letting go of the tiny speck of hope that will see me return to Ur one day . . . am I nuts . . . yeah most likely, but I think its more I'm a dreamer and something as beautiful as Glitch is something worth holding close. I cannot pass through the grey veil yet if I close my eyes, the darkess slowly fades and there upon my yeti bed my old emo bear is waiting, I feel his soft fur as I pick him up, frowning at the red lips, they still look out of place to me, and yet it is the same face I saw everyday whenever a hug was given . . . and ohh I feel the warmth of that hug. When I look around I find a room filled with friends . . . yes we are shadows now but so strong was the love we shared here that even now when we dream Ur remembers us . ..